Friday, September 25, 2009

It's 3am,

and I'm giddy.
Because I'm here.
On my way home from here.
I can't wait to write about it and post my pics.
But I'm behind.
With so many things to write about.
And every time I sit down to blog, I feel like this.
Because this has been my problem.
Which means no facebook.
No apartment therapy.
No music browsing.
No late night rituals of writing and deleting and rewriting that I love.
And then I get like this.
And then it didn't help when on a whim one day I used this.
Except I didn't look like her.
But more like her.
I'm serious.
I might as well get this hair cut.
Come ON.

Sigh.

It's not coming out right.

This was meant to be a fabulous, inspiring post about montana, but I ended up talking about Kate Gosselin's front mullet and how much I miss the internet and my blonde hair. I just have so many things to write about. I need to write - as in imperative to my existence. Which is why I'm looking into the internet this week.

That, and highlights.

Montana pics and more soon.

8 comments:

Heidi Lee said...

Carin...all those pics made me laugh! You are hilarious!

Can't wait to read what you've been up to!

Sorry about no internet..how did we live without it before?

mrc-w said...

So funny! Don't get a front-mullet, please!
Can't wait to see your Montana pics!!

Kelle said...

i have tears running down my face. like your-toast-at-my-wedding ugly cry. because, with this killers song and your humor and the excitement of your trip that is seeping off the screen, i'm sitting here thinking...

...she's back.
she's back.

my sister is inspired. and happy. and had an amazing soul-fulfilling trip. and she's coming home. to a jump start. to write. and i know how you feel...like being one with nature and love and inspiration has fueled you toward amazing things. and you can't wait to put it all down. and i know you will.
when you called yesterday, literally just winding out of the mountains and the cell phone dead zone, i could hear it in your voice. and even though we got cut short, i just knew you were back.

something better.
i am so glad you had this trip.

and i so knew you were going to go there. to kate gosselin. and i want that cartoon blown up and on my computer because it will make me laugh every day.

i love you. and i can't wait to hear and see everything about your trip and how you are propelled. to write your book. to paint. to pick up your camera again. to love deeper and live bigger.

if you weren't my sister, i would meet you and wish you were.

love you.
(holding up my glass. toasting. hugging you. ugly cry.)

dig this chick said...

Bummed to have missed you in my great state! Can't wait to hear about your trip. Glacier rocks. Next time!

Kulio said...

I loved this post, and it DID come out right!!! I totally got it!

dad said...

Welcome home, Hannah Montana! I am bummed not getting your girls tonight...pinkeye!! I feel like a quarantined kindergartener! Love you!

Heidi said...

oh...i LOVE this post.

i can not wait for pics but no pressure...i'll wait, i know they will be soooo worth it! yum...those mountains!

such a happy heart for you and your happiness.

love you.

HWHL said...

I haven't been to your blog in FOREVER... I've been working 2 jobs... SWAMPED... haven't written my own blog (other than JUNK) in forever... but I'm so glad I stopped by. This made me laugh out loud funny, because it's so TRUE! Whenever I sit down to write, I get side tracked by something stupid and trivial (like Kate Gosselin's front mullet - Ha Ha!!) Anyway, just wanted to tell you how cute and clever you STILL are (and always WILL be, I'm SURE!) Can't wait to resume reading your blog and hearing ALL about Montana.... I'm really jealous, by the way... :) (In a happy-for-you kind of jealousy...)